40. Loving Where You Lie

For the longest time all I wanted was to get away. Some part of me always felt as though I didn't truly belong where I was, whether that was actually in physical form or in mind and body. Without delving too much into mental health, the only thoughts that don't make me anxious are the ones that occur when I'm imagining myself worlds away. I felt too grounded and rooted in one spot, and hated not having the ability to just get up and leave at any moment. I wanted to be anywhere but where I was.